my life has been crappy. iam gettin in trouble for being tired all the time and it isnt my fault. i dont know why iam tired all the time and it is messing with my school work because when i come home i would be soo tired that when i would sit to do my homework i would wake up five hours later not knowing what happened- and i would still be tired. iam always late for school because its getting harder and and harder for me to wake up amd my alarm goes off and its like iam in a dead steep because i never hear it. even in school, i would fall asleep at my desk and miss my much needed notes. its weird, one minute i feel fine but the next its like i havent slept in days. eveyone is making it out like iam the bad person and i should be punished. i also lose feeling in my arms and legs very easily now and its weird because thats never happen to me before now. i cry a lot now sometimes for no reason at all sometimes i hear a baby yelling out mommy to me (i even look up and around when i hear this)and it makes me think of the baby i will never hold, never see, never get to give life to and it hurts me every day that i wake up because i would always think of wha happened and become so unhapy for the rest of the day but at school i try to play it off as nothing but its dragging me down every day. i just am sick and tired of this life. nothing i do is right or goes right and no one is hear to listen every one just wants to blame me for being bad. every one is against me and my whole world it crashing in on me and now i feel like whats the point anymore. i dont want to do this anymore
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