My counseller says I keep internalising stuff. How the fuck am I supposed to stop that? I know I'm going to harm tonight and it aint going to be pretty coz im just pissed off with myself. im worthless worthless worthless nobody cares about me seriously you can say out there "I care about you" but you dont even know who I am i dont mean that nastily to you but youve never even met me trust me im a bitch you probably shouldnt even talk to me im just gonna screw up thats what always happens and thats why nobody likes me because im mean to them and i talk about them behind their back. so dont say you care about me thats a stupid decision on your part you dont know me you dont know me nobody does and everything is just too hard i dont want to feel anymore...or maybe i want to feel again shit i dont know im just messed up i dont want to have to think i dont want to have to talk i dont want to have to breathe being me sucks i dont wanna do it anymore nothing matters anymore everyhting is gone nothing is worth it anymore i just want to hurt myself until i dont feel it anymore until i dont feel anything anymore i dont wanna feel anymore
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