I can't figure out if I have a problem or if it's just normal teenage hormones raging, but lately I have found my mood swings to be absolutely horrible. They started mainly near Christmas but beforehand I have been getting into apathetic moods every once in a while where I feel just blah, like not happy, not sad, not anything and zoned out. Then it got to the point where I will be fine one minute and then the next I am angry, sad, wanting to cry and just down. Then I feel better not long after and it usually happens right after I eat so I don't know if maybe I have some weird chemical imbalances...or possibly it's my boyfriend that is just dragging me down and that is wearing on me. I also noticed that I feel every one else is better than me. If someone is better looking or better at this I feel I don't deserve to be here and that I don't deserve my boyfriend and that he would rather be with them instead. I often find myself to feel jealous easily now which then gets me into a mood where I just feel angry at him. Like the other I had the greatest fun at prom, then I woke up the morning and was in a grouchy, irritable, hate myself, feeling unworthy mood. I just don't know what it is. The moods don't last long at all and it's not like I got 2 weeks feeling sad or have period of extreme euphoria like manic depression. Heck, I don't even think it is depression, but who knows...it might be the beginning signs of it. Do you have any ideas?
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