Depression - Teen Support Group
Teen depression is marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. Depression can be a temporary response to many situations and stresses. Teens may be more susceptible to depression due to the normal maturation process, the stress associated with it, and conflicts with parents as they become more independent.
all my life i have always turned to austin, my closest and only lifetime friend i have ever had. through all the tough times and good times he was there. we had our talks everynight n my basement and now that hes gone i ant take it. its been 2 months and 16 days with out him. he died in the fire with his dad and his dids girlfriend.
i thought it would help to look at the autopsy pictures. turns out it didnt...
it made it seem real like reality hit hard. it looked nothing like him. it was just a burnt figure witout any of his features. i have lost it bad. i cant get that imaige out of my head. im scared to sleep again and im so tired right now. Friday night after seeing the autospy picture of my austin. i had a dream it happend again with theonly other friend i trust. i called her in the wee hours of the morning bc i had a dream she died n left me to. i was drenched in sweat and called and called till she woke up and i heard her voice say she was ok.
i just cant do this no more. last night i stayed over with her and got maybe 3 hours of sleep. i woke up every hour just to see if she was still there. im scared its gonna happen again. i cant take it no more. my family says i need to let go but icant i just cant. everyones moving on but me. my family says and my boyfriend says i dont talk to them or let them in my life anymore. the only one i talk to is my friend jessica whos been through all this with me. I just dont know what to do.i cant sleep it will only bring another dream and i dont wanna wake up crying no more. i want to forget it all but i cant. austins always been n my life and i shoulda been there that night like i promised. its got so bad i have found myself wishing i would die to just so i can be back with him.
lifes not worth this... its not.. im tired, clueless, and not myself no more. seeing my best friend burnt to death in that picture this week has just made me loose my mind.
i need advice, or something. i just dont know anything. im so clueless without his advice
i thought it would help to look at the autopsy pictures. turns out it didnt...
it made it seem real like reality hit hard. it looked nothing like him. it was just a burnt figure witout any of his features. i have lost it bad. i cant get that imaige out of my head. im scared to sleep again and im so tired right now. Friday night after seeing the autospy picture of my austin. i had a dream it happend again with theonly other friend i trust. i called her in the wee hours of the morning bc i had a dream she died n left me to. i was drenched in sweat and called and called till she woke up and i heard her voice say she was ok.
i just cant do this no more. last night i stayed over with her and got maybe 3 hours of sleep. i woke up every hour just to see if she was still there. im scared its gonna happen again. i cant take it no more. my family says i need to let go but icant i just cant. everyones moving on but me. my family says and my boyfriend says i dont talk to them or let them in my life anymore. the only one i talk to is my friend jessica whos been through all this with me. I just dont know what to do.i cant sleep it will only bring another dream and i dont wanna wake up crying no more. i want to forget it all but i cant. austins always been n my life and i shoulda been there that night like i promised. its got so bad i have found myself wishing i would die to just so i can be back with him.
lifes not worth this... its not.. im tired, clueless, and not myself no more. seeing my best friend burnt to death in that picture this week has just made me loose my mind.
i need advice, or something. i just dont know anything. im so clueless without his advice
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
i would be just as frantic as you are now.
i wish there were more words than sorry..
have you ever thought tho, that austin is in a very happy place? and that he's ALWAYS going to be there with you, and for you,no matter what? i think austin wants you to be happy, and to move on, sweetheart you have to open back up to your family, your friends, and your boyfriend. i know its hard, but babysteps can get you a long way.
much love,
allie.