I'm hurt, so much. I need him but he doesnt need me, there's always some boy out there thats always happy without me....and dont even care if im dead or alive. I honestly CAN NOT bear this pain. It HURTS, does anyone understand that? I dont like life, i HATE my life. Everyone is getting ready for homecoming and im not...im alone ..again. He'll most likely have someone to go with....and...it...KILLS...ME. I have tears behind my eyes from just typing that. I can't even bear...him having another girl. I cant. It's impossible. If it happens, i honestly dont know how i will live. I cant live like this, someone....please...help me...im on the edge, i need answers. I'm fragile, dont push me over the edge because im just about to go over. I'm just...so hurt, this pain wont go away......
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