okay i used to have close friends, who did so many bad things to me, and lied a lot, made fun of me and my beliefs and it was S U X, they have helped the depression to control me by tellin me that there is no way out of this and stuff like that...they hurt me....so i acted bad with them, but i kept feeling gulity....so recently after a whole year i sent them my sorrys and stuff tellin them to forgive my deeds, now they feel like i am the bad one here and they r innocent....and they r talkin to me like as if i am their friend again....they r scarying me, they keep talkin about hitting, rape and stuff like that....i donno how to fall this out, whenever i do so, i feel guilty,...help!
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