my closest friend, austin, the only friend i have known all my life passed away.it was a fire at his house. not only did he die but his father whos always been there for me to. i cant deal with it.my boyfriend gets so mad b/c i cant get over it. it hurts thought.i have found i can only talk to one person about it and that is a realy close friend but i know shes got to be tired of hearing it. i may have been closest with austin but i know everyone else hurts some to. No one else brings him up anymore. i just dont know what to do. its been almost 2 months and i just cant stop thinkbout what happened and if i was there that night like i was supposed to how it could of been different. I love austin and miss him so much. its hard to talk with anyone so i figured why not try this method. I need advice on what to do and how to find peace with it all.
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