i stopped cutting myself for this one special guy. the fact is hes a police officer.also i have cps invovled in it and if i cut myself again i could get put away. if i dont cut myself i will end up commiting suicide anyway. everyone thinks that because ur emo you wanna kill urself. well to me that is not true.i do it because i want too not becuse i wanna die and cps does not understand that. but now since they are pissing me off i will go kill myself.
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