Ok so my depression has been worse than its ever been before. I want to give up, im tired of fighting. So i spoke to my doctor and she thinks i should go into hospital until i get through this bad spell. Part of me thinks it will be a good idea cos i dunno how long i can hold on and at least i will be safe, but then again it will be really scary and i dont know how to tell my mum. She thinks everything is fine, im putting on this happy-front, she thinks im happy and coping great but its the opposite. well i dunno what to do, advice would be GREAT!!!
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