My name is Grant, I'm 16 and I am done trying to live in agony. Nobody listens to me about my feelings and nobody will help me. My dad thinks I want attention because I have said I felt suicidal before and he won't take me to the doctor. Last time I went to the doctor, he told me to find a therapist, so I went to 3 different ones and none of their "advice" as they call it helped me at all. It just confused me and made me feel worse. They would tell me to do things but they wouldn't explain how. I went to each one about a month a piece. Now I don't have therapy at all. I haven't for a while. Here recently I commited myself to the mental hospital because nobody else would help me. I expected to get some help but all they did was tell me that I was just stressed out and not depressed. They wouldn't offer medication or any kind of help to me. The only thing I haven't tried is meds and I think I should at least get a chance to do so. I can't find a doctor who will prescribe me something though. I feel that there is no hope in my life because depression already ruined my education. I dropped out because of depression. I'll never make it in life, even with a G.E.D. Why shouldn't I kill myself? What's left for me to live for? More pain and stress? I don't think so....I don't know if I can get help anymore...that's why I'm here. Maybe somebody can tell me something that I haven't tried yet.
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