I'm trapped. I hate this place but I am stuck here. I don't want to be here! I am trapped in a place where no one truly notices how much pain I am in and no one seems to care. No one wants to help me. I am crying out for help and no one can here me. Not my family or friends not anyone! They are to god damn busy with their own lives that they can't see how desperately I need someone. I hate this fucking place! Where everyone is so consumed with themselves! No one can look beyond themselves to see someone is in need. It is so fucking pathetic. Everyone is selfish and they only care about their own problems. No wonder so many people try to kill themselves. Everyone just continues on treating me like crap. Acting like I am not even there. Like I am fucking stupid. Like I don't mean anything is this life. Makes me just want to die more. I fucking hate it so much here. Everyone at home is just making everything worse. If they jus spend 5 minutes looking beyond themselves then perhaps they could save me. But no! Everyone is to selfish to help anyone else. Not even someone who is right the edge of a death that could have been prevented! I'm not so sure I am afraid to die. I am just afraid to be alone someone where else too. I am sick of being alone. No one even fucking bothers to see how much fucking help I need right now. They don't give a shit about anyone but themselves! I know it may sounds back but I need people to take care of me right now. For once so that I don't have to do it on my own for a while. No one fucking cares though. Everyone in this group of friends and family expects me to do it on my own. They are so god damn stupid to realize that someone with depression CAN'T always do it on their own. They are just to fucking lazy to help. It's pathetic. I just want to die right now. Then everyone's problem would be solved! I wouldn't have to lean on them. There problem is solved then. And I don't have to suffer anymore. My problem solved. I am fucking tired of being treated like I am not in trouble here and then I don't need help from them. They are so unsupportive. They don't want to bother helping. I am getting so pissed off. I just NEED my family and friends to take care of me right now until I get back on my feel. But no one gives a shit about me.
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