i couldnt stand the thought of my gf cheating on me last night...cause i thought that was what she was doing...so i went out and smoked out like 10 people with the salvia i had...i ended up hanging out with my ex gf,thinking about how i thought my gf would cheat on me...i almost cheated on her,now i dont know what to do....cause i think i like my ex gf again....and my gf right now doesnt seem to be on my level...when my ex gf always has fun with me and i could say anything to her and not feel stupid and my gf right now i refuse to talk cause everytime i do i feel stupid,i dont know what to do...i didnt cheat on her last night thank god but...still when i saw her today i couldnt stand the thought of me cheating on her and just looking into her beautiful eyes...i dont know what to do im torn from here to there and all i wanna do is pass out and wake up in a beautiful world...what the fuck am i going to do
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