I have only slept around 5 hours this week. I just can't sleep. I want to so bad. Homework keeps me up and then I get depressed to the point where I just can't sleep. I can't stand my bedding for some reason too. So I end up lieing on my beddingless bed looking up at the cealing doing that lame "not crying but there is an enormous amount of tears" thing. A couple times I fell asleep for a little bit. I can't stop this random, quite breakdown thing. I can't take a shower now without ending up in fetal position crying. I hate it and I feel so fucking lame. I just want to sleep. I'm going to try to sleep. I might even try a pillow....or maybe a boring book will help.
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