I've been depressed probaly since i started highschool and ive had my highs and lows but more lows then anything. My dad died when i was really little and my mom got remarried to a man with two daughters, and i have my sister then they had a song together and now is 6 years old. I dont know what started the depression but ever since highschool ive been really angry and sad i havnt finshed highschool because i never really could find the stength to get out of bed and i never understood why. Then i meet my ex boyfriend who took me for a emotional trainwreck, i fell head over heels and believed his lies and stood being mentally abused by him and cheated on for a year. I finally ended that realtionship almost a year ago and for some reason im not completely over it. I just dont see the purpose in living anymore im not thinking about killing myself but i think what has happend to me is i've lost the will and meaning to live. I want to be happy and do somthing with my life i just need to get to the root of my problems and i need so supposrt and advice from people who can relate to what im going through.
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