It's taken about three years, but I've finally deciding that I can't handle my problems on my own. But the thing is, I don't want to tell my parents that I still need help. That I still think about cutting or that I have no self confidence in anything I do or feel worthless, like everything I do is a mistake. They both think I'm doing so well, but I'm just falling again. I'm terrified of that, because I didn't like how far things went the last time. I just don't know what to do anymore. Getting help can be really expensive and I don't have a lot of money, nor do I want my parents to find out because I need more money to get help. I was thinking about trying to find some group sessions around my town, but the thought of actually talking aloud to some stranger about my problems terrifies me. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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