well since my parents are fighting more over stupid shit and im always stuck in the middle and i have no one to talk to im alone and my dads usually drunk and my moms on something,my brothers always high,my grandparents dont approve of my family and my oldest brother he moved out and he wont talk to me or anything its really hurting me i love him and now hes not here sooo im always upset, getting in trouble in school...its continous...its like im in quick sand,sinking all theway down to the bottom. i hide everything with a smile and nobody knows what im going through so just think im thenormal one in my family but i just wanna give up but i dont cuz im just hoping and praying my brother will come back tome.hopefully....gawd i hate my life.
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