hey dunno if this is the right place to write this but ill put it here any way... latly iv been takeing a fair amount of drugs and by that i mean all types from AD's and muscule relaxants to weed extacy even some coke now i know they make depression worse and all that but at the moment the only time i truely feel like myself is when after a heavy night of substance abuse and its all ending i have this awesome numb feeling and my mind is scatered unable to focus on the realalty of life and all that bull shit and im finally at peace with the world but the worst thing is i know this is not the right way to overcome it, its just a quick fix but atm its all i have. . .
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