Its not even really depression, its like numb, totally numb, i dont really care about anything right now, and i have the urge to bash my head into a wall over and over untill i lose all sight of right and wrong, so i cant be liable for my actions i know most of it has to do with the fact that im in some pain right now, but i dont know where the rest is comeing from, this is kind of diffrent, and i cant say i hate it, its a nice change from the constent "i want to blow my brains out" concept, dose anyone else ever feel like this? this mental numb?
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