Man, I've been just so freaking confused lately. I mean I'm just swimming in a sea of mixed emotions and my life seems pointless. I'm angry at myself and with everyone in my life. I dont see there beign a point in doing anything that i have to. I have no motivation. My friends are changing and as i slowly lose them i realize i have no friends at all. Meeting new people isnt my strong point. Im ugly and i cant get past that let alone other people. I thought my friends and i could still remain friends even though some of them moved away but i guess its not going to work out. and even if it does, im still alone here, now, by myself. Fuck i just hate life and its frustrating and i dont no what the ehll to do with my life!!!!
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