Ok, well I am angry, confused, and depressed all the time. I have lost pretty much every friend I have ever made because of this in my belief and I dont know what to do. I am 20 years old, in college, and it seems like I am just wasting my life away being angry,confused, and depressed. Growing up my life was utter hell, my earliest memories are of my mom and dad fighting screaming, throwing plates, etc at eachother. It really got bad 4 years after my parents divorce when my mom came back from wherever the hell she went ( ran off with some guy for 4 years and left me and my brother and sister with my dad)and tried to take custody of us. We ended up living with her for a year, maybe a year and a half and it was really insane. She would talk about killing my father and us helping her do it and just remembering all these old feelings is bad but yet it feels good to. I am just an angry, confused, depressed person. I think I have come to the realization that I am a screwed up product of a screwed up family. What should I do? Your probably thinking intense therapy for the rest of my life but yet that is embarrassing so i dont know i always thought therapy was for people who are week. Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
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