I have had depression before.For the last year and a half my weight has been a huge issue with me,I'm 14. I have absolutely no self confidence. I weigh 160 pounds. And i hate my self. I'm not fat in the face but just my stomach. I have tried to make myself throw up. It doesn't work. I have tried to not eat. The hunger hurts to much. All my friends tell me im not fat. Words don't mean anything when they tell me that. I have scratched my wrists up before when my parents yell at me. And i think i have a Binge eating disorder i looked it up and all the symtoms lead to me. I don't eat breakfast, and i dont eat lunch till im outta school. Then i go home and stuff my face. And im never full. Whats wrong with me?
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