I'm feeling depressed. I should be happy, my dad came home from the hospital today, school has been cancled for the rest of the week, and I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me deeply. I'm starting to worry about money though. My dad's prescription is a lot of money and he's been out of work for 3 weeks, the bills are piling up, he has a huge hospital bill to pay, and he still has to pay for probation and stuff. My friend invited me to go on a trip with her, but I'm not sure if I'm gonna go. It doesn't seem like life is fun anymore. Life isn't worth living if you have to worry about money all the time. Why does it seem like none of my friends go through stuff like this? They never talk about being worried about money or how screwed up their parents are or how hard it's gonna be to have to pay for college. I'm surrounded my negativity and it's making everything seem pointless. What makes you happy?
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