I seem to be in a never ending cycle of depression. For a few months I'll be ok and really happy but then I always crash and have a breakdown, my mind just cannot take this, it's like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster and now I want it to stop. I've been like this for a long time and it seems like it's a part of me, and it's what I am. What I really want is a new life and a fresh start to get away from everything.
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