Today was the day. My boyfriend of most of my high school years (fiance now!!!) and I have parted. I am going to college in Louisiana where I know no one. My fiance is going to Ft.Leonardwood Missouri to the ARMY where he knows no one. I will not be able to talk to him for 19 weeks. When I'm used to talking to him every 19 seconds. I dont know how I'm going to do this. I cry all of the time. I try to talk to his mom but we're in the same boat. I need help. I dont know how I'm going to make it in life, or in this first semester of college without him.
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