Im done. I dont want to be here.It wont matter when im dead becuase i cant feel guilt. I just dont know how to say goodbye to people. What is there to live for? Tell me that! Friends that are just company and family that are a duty to themselves and me. Yeah,live for more pain and suffering with a few bits that make you smile along the way. I just handle the pain that this worldhas to offer. Not just my pain but others pain as well. I cant handle it.I feel other peoplespain as though it was my own. I have been told by everyone that i shouldnt take that on but i do. How doi say goodbye to people that i love more than my family but i shouldnt love them more than my family?
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