Today, in my Telecom class, this guy was demonstrating how to play basketball. He asked me to come up and try to dribble between my legs. I knew it would be a disaster, but there was no way out. I tried talking my way out, but I just got pushed further into a corner, so I had to do it. I did and I screwed up and everyone burst out laughing at me. Then he asked this girl to do it, and she did, even though she had to lift her leg up really high to do it. And then some of the kids were like "She's better than Zach".

A lot of them are like wiggers or wannabe gangsters or what not, but the thing is, most guys play sports of some kind. I don't. I played soccer for a year, and I'm okay at it. Not good, ok. Everything else, I'm bad at. My voice has a lisp to it to, so a lotta guys at my school think I'm a faggot. All my guy friends play sports of some kind, even my best friend in the whole world, who's always been there for me. And he and my other best friend are good at basketball, and they try to teach me how to dribble and shit, but I just can't. I hate myself for this. It's like I can't even be a guy. I don't fit in with the other guys. I'm starting to think that they are right, and I'm just a dumbass faggot.