I really can't take this anymore. That's such a straightforward statement. I hate myself all the time. I hate who I am, hate what I feel, and hate who I've become. I'm bi. People tell me it's morally wrong. People tell me that I'm self-centered because of it. Which makes no sense to me at all. People hate. But then again, haters are always going to hate. And when school starts it's going to be even worse. So why even bother? Might as well get it over with. I'm sorry if I'm being so depressing right now. But I can't help others anymore. Because I've lost all hope in myself. I'll still keep my head up and stay strong, like always. But I'm honestly to the breaking point.
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