i feel like crap today cause i seen some people today and i was smiling like i always do even though inside i feel like crap and want to die i think if i comit sucide i will just be at peace i have never had a peaceful day and lately i have been really angry inside and it seems i cant make my self feel better i want to be happy or peaceful and the only thing i can think of is suicide when my real mom says she wishes i was never born i always wish she was right i always wish she had a miscarrige when she was pregnant with me and i hate that everone comes to me for advice and im not able to get advice from them life sucks
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