So last night everything hit me . I just felt everything down on me and i had really.. no one to talk to . I've been pushing myself away from the person that used to be there for me.. so, i grabbed a bottle of wine and started drinking it down . Next i knew half the bottle was gone and i was gettin' drunk . Then i started cutting myself . There are so many cuts on my stomach . and a couple of burns on my arm and cuts on my shoulder . and Then i smoked a little less than half a cigar . What's wrong with me ? Why do i do this stuff to hurt only myself ..?
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