Hey I have been I real bad shape for the past year. I was depressed before 2009 but this year was the year It realllly got bad. I started doing lots of drugs and ended up dropping outta school and moving away from my old house. I have tried many times to get help from my mom and dad but they don't listen. I went to a doctor once for another problem and told him i was depressed and he told my parents that I should see a shrink. My dad is on antidepressants right now so I thought he would understand but he still doesn't do anything. I have even broke down and cried in front of them. and still nothing. I have almost killed myself over 10 times but never go though with it I always end up throwing my suicide note away. I want help but I cant get it what do i do. P.S. I have quite drugs but still smoke.
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