I'm stuck with all this shit that is happening to me and everyone is moving on with their happy lives, why can't I be happy? Why can't I just move on, forgive and forget? Why can't I be happy for others happiness? Why do I let myself feel happy at moments just to tear myself down again? Why doesnt anybody care? I dont know what the hell is the matter with me but for so long ive wanted to be able to be happy with myself, or even for someone to help me through it. There is no one there. If something happend to me today nobody would even care. When will I amount to anything? Am I just over thinking things? I tell myself I should just suck it up and deal with it but I just cant...
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