Last saturday my dad (step dad) hit my mom. The police were called and he was sent to jail. He was let out on bail the next day around 8 pm. It's been hard, really hard. I went I think that last monday to get a PPO ( personal protection order ) because he can be violent and I feel unsafe. My mom also got one and mine got rejected and now I have to go to court. That same day was my dads bond hearing and I seen him adn started crying. I love him so much and now he doesn't even need to see me. At the hearing the juge said he wasn't allowed on the property without a police officer. When the police officer went up to the door my dog Hunter felt threatend because things have been tense in the house. Then he bit her. Now he is getting put down. I lost my dad and my best friend in the same week. They havn't even put him down yet he has to stay in quarinten for like ten days. So he is suffering and probably scared. By himself surronded by strange sents and people. We had him for ten years. When they were taking him away I didn't want to let him go. I remember falling to the ground crying. I wear his old licence around my neck on my necklace with a heart. It's so odd coming home and wanting to call his name and let him inside and him not being there. and sometimes when I go up or down the stairs the necklace jingles and I think it's him. I am going to talk to my little sister today she is seven and I'm going to see how she is doing and let her know I'm here to talk to her.
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