what's wrong with me???? this last year in school all my grades fell i felt like dying. it takes so much energy just to get out of bed each day. some days i fell horrible then others ill fell like im on top of world,but 1 thing can bring all of that tumbling down. i know im depressed but im afraid to ask for help, im afraid of what my friends and family will think. it's like i have to be constantly doing something. this summer i dont even want to see my friends or go to the park. im just sitting in my room all summer. ive thought about killing my self,but something stops me. but why do i fell this way is there something wrong with me?
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