I THINK IM GOING TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN. I DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON, I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING. I WANT TO DIE, I DONT WANT TO CARRY ON LIKE THIS. I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO MY SCHOOL TOMORROW, AND I DONT WANT TO SEE MY FRIENDS, I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR. I WAS TOO SCARED TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY, BECAUSE I FELT LIKE THIS LAST NIGHT, I SPENT HOURS GOING THROUGH WHAT COULD HAPPEN, I WROTE ABOUT IT IN MY JOURNAL FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO KNOW. I THINK I NEED HELP. I CANT TELL ANYONE WHATS GOING ON, BUT I NEED TO. BUT I CANT. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING.
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