about 2 years ago i moved away from new jersey to hawaii, and it wasnt paradise AT ALL. i got extremely depressed and got into a lot of drugs, eventually i got clean and never went back, i got inot a good school and i made some awesome friends, and kept some from jersey. but now i have to move back and i really dont want to! im terrified that ill be alone again and get into drugs again. plus theres this girl that im in love with, and she has a girlfriend. someone help. i feel like i just want to fade away into nothing, i want to die and end all the pain once and for all.
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