i'm not sure wat to do i'm depressed angry and i feel to scared to stay to stay alive i am obsessed with suicide i fake happy all day and then i cry at night and all my friends found out that i have depression i hate it i didnt want them to find out i feel empty i always need to cut myself i've tried to kill myself 4 times i feel like i suffer horribly i have no one to talk to to about all this people think i'm happy i have a plan to kill myself no one knows the real me i've been staying in the hospital since september because of this i already wrote my final suicide note i dont even know why this started
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