For years I have been hurt emotionally, as well as distanced myself from people when I became depressed. I have already resorted to anti depressants, and perfer to not go that route. I really wish that each time I get depressed I did not push people away, and avoid converstations. I feel so bombarded with reponsilibites, lack of time, tiredness because of work, feeling like I'm not giving my wife / children enough attention. Can't seem to think clearly because each day I feel like I can't get anything done and unexpected events that also need attention are pilling up and not getting resolved or taking a long time to get it taken care of. I have also went to a phyciatrist and it takes so long before getting to the real session and it cost alot over a period of time. I hopeing to make friends with people who can make me feel better, and be a true friend. someone who i can talk to and someone who can talk to me. Are there any people out there who feel that they fit the description of a true friend.
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