!18 Fucking years living with this ass hole I,am with, I just turned 69 I have tried to havce a decent life . My whole child hood was a night mare. I lost my daughter in 2003 her husband I have no family, And please dont tell me the usual shit "pack up and leave" I have no where to go I have my own home and I have my big Rottweilers. and I could not live on my own, I don,t want to volunteer for anything I ddon,t feel like going to a church. I had two bad falls hiking now my knees are messed up and rotary cuffss. HBP pressure. Both my rotties have dysplasia. I don,t care if I live or die. nothing here but my dogs. emptyness, Even hate the house I live in, tired of aching headaches, stres, I take meds for this shit and talk to a shrink does,nt do much, Now I,am old, but I do walk but still 15lbs over weight.. Sorry I,am ranting but I just have to let this stress out somewhere.. and I thought all these support groups was reaching out for help. No family at all accept a sister who is a rich hermit. never see her don,t want.to. Talk to her on phone. Well I,am going to close no one can do nothing for me but me. and I feel lost. thanks for listening.
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