This is what I feel my life as become....seems like your up one minute the next your down....and trying to balance the depression and everthing else in life becomes such a struggle. One minute I can't stand to look at my husband and despise him for what as become of our lives the next I feel like I can not do enough for him....my family really does not understand the situation and I have made the mistake I confiding in them during my lows....they have become very judgemental of the whole situation and don't hesitate to voice their opinions....this site has given me so much more insite on depression in general and knowing there are others out there going through the same thing has made a world of difference for me....i find myself coming here for advice more often than not...people don't judge me here and they have become almost like a family....my support family....for lack of a better word.....I would recommend this community for anyone who is living with depression....I have come to understand more of what my husband is feeling through my friends and I thank each and everyone of them for being there for me:)
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