I have been here in the past but it's been a while. My partner of 9 years has been in the hospital since monday night after several suicidal gestures or attempts over 5 days. She was lying and covering up the depths of her depression and anxiety and I am finding myself really angry at her. I want to be so great for her, but I am feeling paralyzed. It looks like she'll be coming home friday and going into an outpatient program monday. I am terrified of this weekend and what will happen if I close my eyes. Has anyone been in a similar situation? How do you get through this? I am so overwhelmed.
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