I just found out today I am pregnant. I have a two and a half year old and although I have been waiting for this moment, I just found out my son's father has had a second phone to keep incontact with his ex. My son's father is also the man I have been in a relationship with for the oast 5 years. I know he has not seen his ex much because she lives three hours away and he has only been to that town three times in the past years we have been together. I feel like I am dying inside and I do not know what to do because I have a beautiful gift that is just starting to grow inside of me and all I can think about is the pain he is causing me. He says she was a big part of his life and based on the messages she is interested sexually. He tells me loves me and nothing is worth losing his family. I do not know what to do, I am completely lost, and I cannot stop crying. I love him with all my heart, I do not know if I can get past this. I am not financially secure, I am still in school, moving to my mom's is always a possibility but I do not want that. I feel like I am unworthy, I know i sound selfish cause I have a beautiful little boy that needs me. Life is just hard right now.
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