Hi, I suffered from clinical depression and was on medication and I had very bad panic attacks. Once I ended the bad relationships I was in with my previous boyfriend and I moved out from living with my family well lately I have been feeling very down I am not sure what has caused this but maybe it is hormornal related? Would that be possible I was thinking depression just goes away but I think it lies dormant within a once depressed person and can flair up from time to time I am just having many doubts about my future and getting older such as getting married and having kids and being financial secure. I am 29 am not yet married and have no children. I am in a loving relationship with a most wonderful man but sometimes I just miss having female companions in my life I moved out to CA from rural Pa in 2005 and I have next to no friends and it weighs on me sometimes I mean the love of my life is my best friend but sadly it is not the same as just having a girlfriend to talk to. Most of my friends are in Pa and i feel like they moved on without me so I rarely contact them. I have a friend in Maryland who just send me pics of her wedding and her new baby girl and it just made me think will I ever find that happiness? I have self esteem issues stemming from a physical disabilty when growing up and I know I need to love myself more and believe that I am beautiful but I find myself wishing I was someone else or not thinking I am good enough Can someone please give me some advice I just wish I had some friends who understood....
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