Here we go again. My husband came home today and dropped off his work van, and took off in his other vehicle without even coming in. Not a word said about it. When I noticed the work van was here and the other vehicle gone, I called his cell. He answered and said he was headed over to his grandfathers to get some steak he had that he wasn't going to use or something. His grandfather lives about 10 or 15 minutes away. That discussion I had with him was 2 hours and 40 minutes ago!!! I am so tired of this self isolation thing he does. He has been on a new med for about 4 weeks - this is the fourth or fifth time he has taken off like this in that time period- does this mean that it isn't working?? My son has asked me at least 5 times why his daddy isn't home yet and cried a little once because he wants daddy. I want to scream. Also, his mother had called for him and now she knows he's been gone a while too ( she calls about every 20 minutes-I was snappy with her last time when she said my first mistake was letting him take his car instead of his work van - arghhh). He will not answer his cell. This is what I deal with - I'm tired of it. What do I do? He goes to counseling, takes meds, and we go to counseling together sometimes and still this happens. I'm starting to think maybe he's having an affair or something. I almost wish he was as that is easier to explain than this illness! I just don't understand what I am doing wrong.
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