Pls this is horrible i have no husband no kids 33yrs old w/ a thyroid disease thats bascially taking everything frm me. No one who understands what i am mentally and physically goin thru it is tourment. i dont want to live like this I barely leave my house anymore i havent been out but to go to a doc's app. I am miseable and sad. My hair is falling out I have no self esteem its horrible. I wish this was all over. My counsler thinks i should go to a hospital but i am so vain over my hair falling out i cant even bring myself to do that. So i am stuck imprisoned in my room. Barely eating but drinking meal replacements. My boyfriend is not understnding to this we dont live together hes gona leave soon i can feel it but i cant make myself happy so how can i make him happy. I know hes thinking about all the things he wanted & now beens that im sick im damaged goods. Whos gona want someone like me i a train wreck. I jst need someone to talk to or somewhere to vent with someone who understands how bad this is effecting me Pls help me pray for me something i have no anwsers and i am so hopeless it feels as tho it could cosume me
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