Please wrap your arms around me and gently kiss my lips. I miss you. I want to show my love to you...that I desire you... but, I hate myself. I don't feel desirable or wanted. I need this intimacy, but I am embarassed of my body and too tired to try anymore. It is easier to push you away and loathe myself. I need to find my confidence and pride in who I am. Then you use those words (because of your lack of understanding), carefully choosing the ones that will tear into my heart and keep fueling my self hatred. I love it when you make me cry because it is an easy way to walk away and blame you for it all. This is what we have become...
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