I see the life that we once had and wonder where it all whet wrong.
I thought that I loved you and wanted and needed you.
I thought the world of you and thought you did too.
I was always there when you needed me, but you weren't for me.
I would see you sleeping next to me and wonder...
"Where does your heart live?"
After that cold and gray afternoon in November
I thought I still loved and wanted and needed you.
I was a mess for a long time, but realize something.
My eyes finally opened up and I saw the real you.
I saw my real feelings and now know that was fake and what was real.
You never cared nor did I love you.
I wanted to something and I was tried of looking for it.
it's been 2 years since we ended and I have found what I was looking for.
He has a heart that beats only for me.
Who knows my past and cares not for it.
Who's there when I wake up and when I go to sleep everyday.
This is the man I was looking for.
My true love has found me and I found him.
I tell you this in order to say thank you.
If you didn't treat me the way you did,
Or if you had actually cared.
I wouldn't have known that I deserved better.
And that I shouldn't settle.
Looking back, I see that things had to happen in order for me to become me.