How did I get signed up for this job? I did not ask to have to take care of my mom. I am 43 years old, never been married, I have no kids, Ihave no lady friends to wine and dine. all i have now is a 78 year old mother who has alzthimers dementia, brain atrophy (premature shrinking of the brain) , a low white blood cell count ( doctors don't know why its low. but its hovering about 2300. above the danger point of 1000). and having mini strokes in her brain. a job where i don't avearge over $24,000 a year. i have to borrow money from her just to buy food for her to eat. and I have my best friend my dog who loves me unconditionaly. so how did I get in the situation. every body says to keep the faith and that i will be blessed. but the faith is failing fast especially when she acusees me and the part time helper of pushing her down and hitting her in the head. and that we both are lying to her about every thing. I want to do an online course before i try to open my own business. I want to go back into truck driving to where i can go back to making over $45,000 a year. i can't even afford to get someone in here so i can take a little break. i think i should made this a journal entry.
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