I just started physical therapy today and it totaly sucked ! I had to fill out a bunch of papers and explain what all is wrong with me and what type of meds I was taking, also I had to circle parts of the body that are effected front and back. Well while I was waiting to be seen I over heard the therapist talking to the secretary and say wow that is a odd perscription (Methadone) and and the secretary said yeah well you aint seen nothing yet (talking about all the areas that are effected ) The therapist says great that aint how I want to start my morning off ! You talk about pissing someone off geesh ! I thought you know it isnt like this is how I would like to start my day either and as for Methadone I aint hooked on heroin It is for pain and it dont work! Anyway I go back there and go through range of motion and she tells me both my left and right side arms and legs are weak !I already knew this but she thinks she is going to take the pain away and get me back to work well I dont think so they want me to exercise and stuff trying to build muscle up when it is my bones that are the problem . She put me on the tens unit and it didnt do anything , she was suprised hahaha I wasn't ! Only thing she did say that made any sense was about me not being able to pee or ejaculate , that she was calling my doctor and having her look into that more !! And she thinks my spine is worse that we think !! I just can't stand people who think you are just a joke and they can make pain go away that strong meds can't even do they drive me absolutely crazy I swear I feel like just giving up !!
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