Hi everybody.I woke up this morning and I couldnt stop crying.I started crying because I went shopping after work on Friday and I could,nt walk around the store.I,m having problems walking now and walking makes the pain worse.I feel like DDD IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE.I feel like I dont have a life anymore.I cant,stand the pain and the Limatations I have to deal with now.This really sucks.The pain pills just takes the edge off.I work but I might have to go part time.I,m having a hard time walking to break ect.My Co Worker came up to at work and said Deanna you look mad and I said i,m in pain.My spine is curved and I walk to one side now.I try to smile at work but its no fun when your in pain all the time.I had big plans this summer.Going fishing and Camping ect.I,m just venting.I know everyone out their is going through this .I,m only 45 and ddd seems to be getting worse.I mean physicall limitations.Let me know how its effecting you all.Thanks
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