Hi everyone, havent been on here in awhile, So much has happened in a year, my divorce is finale and I missed the husband for a long time, I know I did the right thing in getting the divorce but for awhile I felt so guility and then my job sunk and had to deal with that anxiety of when!!! so I took the severance and left the company and then had to sell my home ,I couldnt financially afford to keep it, bought a townhouse been here 5 months, ex-hubby and I can speak and he has made drastic changes in his life,my son was living with me for 10 months ,finally got him out on his own, so now I have been sitting at home and doing not alot but resting my soul and body and I had a heart attack 3 weeks ago ,I find the rest good, however heres the problem ,I miss the interaction of people, very few friends, I do go out to lunch twice a week and a little walmart shopping and to the movies, ,Ive been emotionally alone for 2 yrs, now no dates, have volunteered for some things in March and see my counselor once a month , but I feel isolated and all alone, tried to make friends with the new neighbors ,that didnt work, I do alot by myself and read, but I need a purpose to get up everyday, Im 55 yrs. old and no this summer a job has to come into play, I do have a dog, I miss my home and am a caretaker at heart, I try to spend time with my family but a date would be nice sometime. Any advice to find new passion?
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